.::My Hated Lover::.

I hate you so much,
I wish you would die,
I wish we're not friends,
I wish you would cry.

Why don't you hate me?
Why can't you leave?
You're so annoying,
Just leave me, please.

I yearn to kill you.
I want to see you dead,
I need you to vanish,
I don't want you in my head.

But you keep following,
Smiling to me,
You give me presents,
You're too kind you see.

I can't stand your light,
You're warmth is too much,
I need to get away,
I need to escape fast.

I love you so much,
But my love turns to hate,
I don't know why,
But I guess this is fate.

So tonight we both meet,
And say our goodbyes,
Don't cry darling,
I can't bear those tears you cry.

I'm too little for you,
As you are an angel,
And I'm merely a demon,
Whose life is a gamble.

Your soul weakens mine,
But your love is so strong,
I love you so much,
But I guess this is wrong.

For now I'll pretend,
That I hate you so much,
'Cause you see, a demon like me,
Don't have a heart and such.

Sad, I know,
But I'm trapped in this darkness,
Shunned by the angels,
Ignored, hated and friendless.

I don't know why you love me,
I don't know why you trust,
Why do you keep chasing,
A love that would not last?

For now I am running,
From a desperate, hated lover,
Not understanding why,
She loves someone who hurts her.

I run into my chambers,
And lock myself away,
I sat there all alone,
And silently I pray.

I need sometime away,
To think what I did wrong,
Don't worry my precious angel,
Our separation won't be long.